Unit 10

Things are looking up! I went back to review my unit 3 blog post and realized that all of my scores are improved.  Well mostly, my spiritual points stayed at a 9 while everything else rose to 9 as well.  I have been back on my fasting program for several weeks.  I have more energy, my pants are a bit looser, and I have been getting compliments from random people.  We have moved past the death of my husband's grandmother, summer is in full swing and business is on a wonderful upswing in our shop.  My psyche is soothed and I am happier now then I have been in a long time.  My children are annoying little heathens but... I love them dearly and it has been easier to focus some of my time and energy on them recently.  Partly because I have them at work with me all the time and partly because I am consciously trying to be present and engaged. 

I have made improvements in many aspects over the last ten weeks.  I think the combination of this class and the warmer weather has improved my mood and outlook.  Then on top of all of that, I have just been feeling amazing.  I've made new friends, I've meet a bunch of musically inclined people who have renewed my love of music and singing.  It has been very rewarding to stand up in front of a microphone and sing to a crowded room.  I have slowly been able to get over my fear of rejection and enjoy performing again.  Not only that but my intimate life has improved immensely!  Even though I haven't done as well with keeping up on my assignments, I still feel like I accomplished something by getting to the end of the course! 

As my husband says, "If momma's happy, everyone's happy!"